tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24655489441132441182011-04-21T13:32:24.695-07:00TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-19054109890439558522007-08-17T21:20:00.000-07:002007-08-17T21:26:09.486-07:00I stand aboard my paper boat<br /><br />How i longed this very day<br /><br />Rough and stormy yes i know<br /><br />thats what makes a harder fight<br /><br />As it sways i do not fear<br /><br />i have sailed through windy seas<br /><br />I tip my cherished sailors hat<br /><br />A haughty smile that says it all<br /><br />A cruel wave.. a fleeting swipe<br /><br />sank my beauty to the depths<br /><br />As i sit and cry i think<br /><br />is this me.. that captain brave ?<br /><br />Again i wait a rainy day<br /><br />I'll win next time... just you wait<br /><br />TrApS'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-1905410989043955852?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-55295003226883013692007-08-17T12:39:00.000-07:002007-08-17T12:51:35.319-07:00There is a place thats in between<br /><br />Thats gray but never black or white<br /><br />Devoid of happy glowing smiles<br /><br />And all the sad and lonely tears<br /><br />For in that place i am lost<br /><br />I know not where i am<br /><br />Should i find a side thats mine?<br /><br />Should i find the narrow line?<br /><br />But i am content being lost<br /><br />Neither happy... neither sad<br /><br />Till i find a reason why<br /><br />How can i find myself again ?<br /><br />I do not hope or long for smiles<br /><br />Nor do i fear my future tears<br /><br />Let it come to me as i<br /><br />Walk on somewhere in between<br /><br />TrApS'<br /><br />You don't need to be happy or sad..you just need to let it find you.. then decide which side you are on... cos thats something only you can choose..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-5529500322688301369?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-40997466471747515832007-08-14T23:51:00.000-07:002007-08-14T23:58:54.989-07:00Hear a scream thats drenched in blood<br /><br />Feel its torment in my own<br /><br />Was it just another day ?<br /><br />Did i know I'd feel this way ?<br /><br />As the cries grow louder still<br /><br />My anger wants the reason why<br /><br />This blood was spilled for a bearded soul ?<br /><br />Is this in the name of God ?<br /><br />You burn yourself to kill again<br /><br />And you let them lead you thus ?<br /><br />You use his name to kill his own<br /><br />You pray to see another's blood ?<br /><br />These cries of pain will break you too<br /><br />Be sure of that you craven fools...<br /><br />TrApS'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-4099746647174751583?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-46057805439736632582007-08-13T21:48:00.000-07:002007-08-13T22:17:30.063-07:00As i stand and wait my train<br /><br />I see a face a smile so fine<br /><br />As the wheels began to turn<br /><br />She waves her hand to say goodbye<br /><br />As the train moves slowly away<br /><br />She tries so hard to hide her tears<br /><br />The train is already far from sight<br /><br />Still she waves with all her heart<br /><br />She looks away her face so sad<br /><br />Where is the smile i thought i saw<br /><br />She walks away and tries to smile<br /><br />She knows inside he will be back<br /><br />As i take my seat on board<br /><br />I realize i am going home<br /><br />I start to see to my favorite smile<br /><br />Waiting for me all this while<br /><br /><br /> TrApS'<br /><br />I started out wanting to tell a story but as i reached the end i knew thats its not just my story...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-4605780543973663258?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-78269734951697881532007-08-13T21:37:00.000-07:002007-08-13T21:47:19.663-07:00I walk around those old tree roots<br /><br />Gnarled and twisted like my own<br /><br />It once hid my smaller self<br /><br />From many an angry soul i knew<br /><br />The branches seem to know me still<br /><br />I know it tried but still i fell<br /><br />Taught me how to fly so high<br /><br />It all started with that swing<br /><br />Now it makes me small again<br /><br />I see the past i long forgot<br /><br />Lost i know are those days<br /><br />i remember like my friend<br /><br />As i cut him to the ground<br /><br />Dont know why.. i start to cry<br /><br /> TrApS'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-7826973495169788153?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-78810437050360048702007-08-13T21:16:00.000-07:002007-08-14T03:37:59.741-07:00A distant song that feels so close<br /><br />Dont know why those notes seem mine<br /><br />As i move between the lines<br /><br />I feel its longing deep inside<br /><br />I feel a sorrow thats not mine<br /><br />I yearn to know the reason why<br /><br />Sung through tears but with hope<br /><br />As it fades I know why<br /><br />I see her smile her face so near<br /><br />Sing that distant song i hear<br /><br />As i start to leave i know<br /><br />That song.. that hope will take me home<br /><br />TrApS'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-7881043705036004870?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-25493287299536736812007-08-12T10:53:00.000-07:002007-08-12T10:54:45.320-07:00<p class="MsoNormal">I tell myself… get away</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Before it fetters me... to its chains</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Inching closer... almost there</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Wont succumb… wont give in</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I try to run... but it’s still close</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I turn around and see myself</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Can I live to fight again?</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I see my future etched in blood </p> <p class="MsoNormal">The ones I love are there no more</p> <p class="MsoNormal">That cold I dread... Overpowering me within</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Then I see it… I know it now</p> <p class="MsoNormal">That I fear nothing but fear itself</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Another arrow in my heart </p> <p class="MsoNormal">I pull it out and make it my own</p> <p class="MsoNormal">For I now know its only fear </p> <p class="MsoNormal">Only fear and nothing more</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I will live… but braver still</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I can win… and I will</p> TrApS'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-2549328729953673681?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2465548944113244118.post-87263769853798726082007-08-12T10:37:00.001-07:002007-08-12T10:48:07.015-07:00<p class="MsoNormal">The Bridge</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I stand alone on that very same bridge</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Time has flown and left me still</p> <p class="MsoNormal">As those thoughts come flooding back</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I find my smile I thought I lost</p> <p class="MsoNormal">As I grasp that evanescent joy</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Futile I know... But still I try</p> <p class="MsoNormal">This was where fate played thief</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Only to leave me incomplete</p> <p class="MsoNormal">As I try to hold it in</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I find my feet turn and walk away</p> <p class="MsoNormal">What I lost will always remain</p> <p class="MsoNormal">As a tear drop… As my pain…</p> TrApS'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2465548944113244118-8726376985379872608?l=childrenofennui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TrApShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16828111143688298035noreply@blogger.com4